my days look a lot like this.

 homegirl ^ has suddenly become a cuddler.
maybe its cause i'm cuter & she's older.
but she loves me now.
we spend a lot of time together - you know - playing catch - riding in the car in search of a 32 oz. - sleeping - watching BBC & wes anderson films - doing homework. it is real fun. there's a reason her name means black power. she really does make more accepting of others.
haa.

also. i am reading some real neat - o novels right about now.
reading john green's the fault in our stars. & it is so adorable i just want to die.
you. should. read. it.
i mean really. you should. it is just about my fave. (well - to be blunt - i have never read a book i don't like. but its whatever. still fantastic.)

& then when i read i do so with my pants undone. even in a public place. don't judge. if you can't take em off - undo them - no harm there. if you're ashamed of your panties - bring a jacket (doubles as a cover up.)
been looking online for jobs - know what i wish? that i was older cause at 21 you can donate your eggs & make bank. i mean what the hell - i could spare a few eggs, give someone the gift & happiness of life - & still come out on top with enough money to pay for the rest of my college education.
huzzah to always being too young for something.
also. i'm stuck in the broken, unsure of how to move forward, i'm still awkward as hell, stage. so - i listen to david bowie's heroes on repeat & pretend ziggy is my bff. 'tis chill.