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i am married to the thought of never being good enough.
i am afraid to get out of bed in the morning.
i am terrified of the reflection looking back at me in the mirror.
my mind longs for constant knowledge and freedom.
my heart and soul are filled with the dreams my brain releases.
i am growing.
all of me is growing. not in size. but in strength.
i am trying and failing.
but i am learning.