deal with it.

so listen guys. i just had a birthday. and i did in fact turn 18. i feel like everything is moving so fast and i wanna just stop and push pause. you see.
turning eighteen is probably a real big deal. and i feel like i should share eighteen things about me. with you. you know. for kicks n' stuff.

a. i never. never. do my hair. in a way it is my sense of rebellion.
b. i can whip my hair like no one's business.
c. i would rather be barefoot.
d. my clothing comes from second hand stores and garage sales. (all of it.)
e. grilled cheese with strawberry jam is one of my favorite meals.
f. i have a staring problem.
g. i've always had a hard time with the smell of feet. even if they don't smell bad.
h. parades and red balloons are my favorite thing in the world.
g. i want to write for the rest of my life. i don't even want to write well. i just want to write.
i. i hate mayonaise.
j. all of my children will be named after a song.
k. with my graduation money. i am going to buy a nice croquet set.
l. i am a cat person.
m. i feel like summer is a time for forgiveness.
n. i love the smell of pine.
o. i would rather live out of my car.
p. i believe love is supposed to be a cheerful thing.
q. and my favorite disney movie is "the lady and the tramp."


turning eighteen is a big deal. i am wavering between adolesence and adulthood. and i feel a little overwhelmed. my life is coming and it is coming fast. i don't like to make plans and i am being forced to. life is a crazy, crazy, crazy thing.
and one time i heard this quote.
"i don't care what they say. i won't stay in a world without love."
-peter and gordon.
and i agree with them.
because what is even one day without love?