legible sighs.

yesterday. was the best day of my highschool existance. haa. if i were to say that. i would be a liar. cause. it was the pits. due to the joys of being a woman. i spent most of my day curled up, wishing away pain. pain that has never been this bad. i ditched just about every class. and complained my life away. came home. and wrote a dreadful paper. then. went to radio. radio shows from 8 30 to 10 are not welcome when all you can hear is you pillow, calling your name.
half way through the show. my mind was lost. and i had to leave.
so i did.
in the parking lot. behind the school. tennyson and i cursed life. and said our goodbyes. as i was backing out. i took note of a dumpster. i got as close as i could to it. looked. and decided i was good. so. i pulled forward. oh. wait. i didn't i was still in reverse. my bumper seriously kissed that dumpster. he kissed her long. and hard. and i cursed. i put the car in park. to check the damage. and wanted to cry. or kick someone. brendan came to inspect with me. and there. we found a cracked light and a gashed bumper. may i remind you that my car was just returned to me on monday. cool.
i called the dad. and he didn't seem mad. i whispered a quick "thank you." to jesus and again. said my goodbyes. and headed home. i took the long way. and jesus was thinking of me, because. right in a row. i heard sting and neil. i again said "thanks." when i pulled in. the dad just said, "well. that'll have to be fixed." such a relief. no anger. i was feeling down. i washed my face. and stepped into my sleeping bag. closed my eyes. and dreamt.
and luckily. today when i awoke. all was anew.
that's the good thing about bad days. you fall asleep and wake up to a good one.
its brilliant.

my fingers. keep finding this song. the video. is inspirational.

jesus is neat. he makes everything better.
and the weather today is great.
skipping 4th. check.
have a lovely day friends.