well. i ate some ice cream.

at matt's house. where the last seven and 1/2 hours of my life has been spent.
awesome.
it was worth it. it was.
his speech was spectac. fabulous actually. he talked about lifeguarding. and joseph. it had to be prime. speaking of joseph. he wore glasses today. he looked so sophisticated. we love him.
anyways.
t minus two days. and matthew is gone.
for a whole two years.
Jesus needs him more then me.
he will be missed.
gotta make these last two days count. right?
^this is matthew.
i love matthew with all my heart. good news. we are getting married when he gets home. yup. so cool. and also. we are naming our first son Mo Joseph Hock. aka turbo. and joseph will be the best man/maid of honor. and we will live in joseph's basement. and matt will be the entire fire dept. yup.
matthew will make a great missionary i think. he will tell people that Jesus loves them. so prime. and he will bring me a mason jar. with a handle. and he will grow up a little bit more. he will do great. i reckon.

this is me.^. when i think about matthew going on a mission.
i am sad for a moment. but just a moment.
because then i think about how lucky he is. and how much i wanna go on a mission. and how great he will do. and how his testimony will grow.
and.....
i feel like this.^

whooo. go matt.
it'll be rad. this is how memories are made.
but i am still gonna really miss him.

p.s.
the above picture is taken at the extreme lifeguard games of 2010.
take note. matthew. he is the one throwing it down.
so hot right now.