and this is a twist.

Dear Mandi,
Haa. You're copying miss megs. Props to her on this one. Anyways. There are a few things I would like to let you know. I wish you would take advantage of these words of advice and apply them to your everyday. Maybe?
#1. Let him go. Hirsche can no longer control you. Come on baby, you've not had a civil conversation with him in almost three weeks. Move on. He hurts you. I know. Your heart still aches for your best friend. It always will. You'll always remember this. But Mandi, baby. Move on. You've got wes now. He can help you through. He wants to. Let. Hirsche. Go. Oh? You say you can't? You can. You're strong mandi. Let him go.
#2. Brock. Brock. Brock. Oh for the love mandi. You heart him still don't you. No denying it. You know you do. You never really "moved on" You have been keeping tabs on him all along. You know what he's up to. You love him. Not love love. Just love. You know, you're "in like" with him sweetheart. Don't deny it any longer. Embrace it. Climb that hill and let the world know. I know you think it is too hard. But, you can do it sweetheart. Oh? You think you screwed that one up? Well. You did. You screwed up bad. You lost your best friend. You wish you still had him? I know you do. But, you can try. You don't know if he'll take you? Well. It is worth a try. I am sure he'll probably give you a second chance. I hope.
#3. Push forward. I know life isn't treating you the way you'd like right now. But, baby, its okay, this too shall pass. Put your faith in the Lord and push on through. Endure. Highschool? I know you don't enjoy it much. You'll miss it though. Some of your friends? Well, after you graduate, you may never see them again. Make the best of your time as a junior and senior. Be involved. Love everyone and finish these two years strong. Do something that people will remember you by.
#4. Be happy. I know it seems hard. But, Mandi, baby, you can do it. Smile. Say hi to random people. Dress differently. Do what you want. Be who you want to be. Be you. I know you do that already. But, sweetheart. Do. Not. Care. Do not care what others think. You are satisfied with yourself. Why should you change for someone else?
and #5. No kissing aloud. Not til you graduate.
I heart you.
Love: Mandi